Whew!
Where do I begin? It has been a year since I wrote anything on here. Life has been pass lifing (not really a word) ha! I am finally able to compose my feelings in to these words. Last year my son went to the Navy. I cried for two weeks. My cousin who was close like a sister transitioned into the arms of the Lord. My husband made the decision that he didn't want to be married and left. Well... some may say that is too much information to put out. It is a part of a bigger story that much be told.
When he left I did not have a job, "BUT GOD," I quickly found employment. It was something that I loved to do, but I didn't make enough to sustain us. Us being 3 other people, 3 dogs and we can't forget our cat. One day just doing what I normally do I received a call with a job offer on the other end. The fact that this was so unexpected I knew it was only God. He has been showing up for us.
There's more... But I must do a praise breakkkkkk! God is amazing. Never failed me even when I thought I failed me. He has truly worked all these things that I thought had broken me into a stronger version of me. A version of me that I am proud of. Don't get me wrong y'all. There have been nights where I cried some of the ugliest of tears, and many many mornings were my eyes were swollen, "BUT GOD!" I now understand when you give God full control over your life be prepared to see the unexpected. Be prepared for the hardest obstacles that you have yet to face to appear in 3D.
There were so many times where I felt as though I had caused this, but then the level of divine wisdom and the HOLY SPIRIT revealed to me that the things and people I chose for me is not always the things and people HE created to be in my life. I have been through pruning seasons before. JESUS! Had to take control of the wheel on my behalf. The fact that GOD had placed me on what seem like a record just going in circles. Never really escaping the madness. Until I prayed for HIM to realign me with what HE had for me. When something or someone is not for you GOD really does make it plain.
You can not build with that person. You can not grow with that person. These are some of the things of the physical, but much more happens behind the scenes you know in the spiritual. In the spiritual we are seeking that next connection. We are seeking the person that GOD has ordained for us to spend our lives with for you all to enjoy each other and the fulfill the purposes and plans of GOD for us.
It has taken some time, but I have rediscovered my voice and I will use it for everything HE intended for me too. Welcome to 2025 with Just Ashley Christina.
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